baby

i haven't really had any time to really say what is going on but I did get to hear the babies heartbeat last week!! what an awesome thing!! there's this little baby in me way down in my stomach!! i'm so in love with this child already!! ahhhhhhh.... i was bummed mike wasn't there but tomorrow we are headed to the doctor once again and mike will be there!! we get to hear the heartbeat. i think i'm starting to live for these appointments. :o)

oh so i discovered maternity pants the other week with my mom and sister!! wow the best way to discribe them would be "secret sweatpants". no one really know that you are walking around in the best pants ever created!! i'm so in love!! although my sister and husband said they are hiding them after the baby is born!! hmm... we'll see how that works!!

i think i'm starting to feel a little bit better but i still have my weird moments!! my biggest problem lately is lack of sleep!! i'm so so very tired yet I can't sleep!! my mind just keeps going!! i did try to go to bed around 8 tonight but my mind was on a message i had sent my brother and he never replied to!! :o( then i read em's blog and cried!! ug! i think about work to much lately which i hate!! i don't even know why i do this but i do!! something God and i need to work on.

i do also have to say that i have the best husband in the world!! he's put up so far with random tears, sickness, and tiredness really well!! we'll see what the next few months bring!! well mike is finally headed to bed also so that usually means i can get to sleep too!!