Wednesday, March 31, 2010

waiting waiting and waiting

can i really tell you how i feel? i'm so anxious about this whole thing. i worry all the time from when its all going to happen, labor, pushing, the hospital, being a first time mom, money, knowing what to do when the baby cries, etc. all of it makes me worry. i think to myself well if the baby comes now then i have more control and some of my issues are known and done with. what i've realized is that no matter what i'm going to worry. i balled to mom on the phone tonight!! i think it was my breakdown! mom reminded me that its not in my control but His!! how wonderful we are to have a heavenly father who cares about us so much. he knows are every dream, desire, and need. he'll provide for it all!! he knows us better than we do ourselves!! he knows what is best and will take care of everything in his own time not mine. a good verse to remind me of this...

Philippians 4:6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.

i think i need this verse posted everywhere is my house!! :O)

1 comment:

Ashley said...

one of my very favorite verses!!!