i drop john off at either my parents or daycare. up til now john never really cared when i left and thus no tears. well this week it has begun. today i walked away as my little boy balled. watched and waved to him as a got into my car. tears rolled down my face as i drove out and down back into hayward to a job that i like but with my heart being tugged i don't want to go at all. i know he is just fine and he's done crying by the time i'm out of the driveway but still its just hard. so very hard. i pump the christian music and pray. pray that we are doing to right thing and pray that someday i can be home with my little boy!!
thank you father for this little boy and thank you for my job. i will choose to praise you!! but if you can find me a job at home that would be great. :o)
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oh dawn, my heart breaks for you. john is fine, but that doesn't help you in the moment i'm sure! i love you and am praying for you! (and for a get rich quick scam that isn't a scam... that you can do at home! ha! :P )
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