4 a.m. love it!!

so this morning my phone rings at 4 am. i see my mom's name and literally panic in my mind. i think i answered the phone "whats wrong" and waited to hear who's voice mom or dad. heard mom's so then automatically think dad had a heart attack. with this thought comes ok how do we get out there. call ty an van to be with mom. its funny how your mind works. so what was the call? mom mis-dialed and was trying to call dad. dad was headed out to go bird hunting. oops. i laughed after the call. within 30 minutes mike was also up and headed out the door to also bird hunt. i told him my thought process of it all and then asked him what his was and he responded "I was trying to figure out why you have your phone on" aaaahhh this is why i love my husband. no panic just calm easiness. so what i need in my life when i feel overwhelmed. love this man!

well he's out the door and i'm wide awake with a book and coffee in hand. these days i don't sleep very well. this baby is so different than john. john moved but not like this. always busy inside me. i love it though. always a good thing to know your little one is alive. its still amazing to me that this little one is to join our world very soon and then we are family of four. last night mike was talking abt moving and our family being four. he said its all kinda sad. moving from a home we have lived in for years and then also adding another on the way. both these things are so big in our lives right now but both are also blessing from above with uncertainty. nothing is certain in this life and as much as I don't like how God changes things I love how He does it so it changes us.

packing. seems to be a never ending process. its going good though. on thursday amber came over to go through the basement with me. ug my dreaded area to approach. it was good though. amber walked away with more clothes and me with less. we did find some old old childhood things that made her and i laugh. also got $14 out a purse I used in 1990. thats alot of money for an eight year old. anyways it was good. we got all through almost everything. so thankful she was here to do this me. made it alot easier and not so boring. love you burger. now its just a matter of packing it all up.

ok sorry no pics but will soon really just want to read my book and drink coffee.