clingy???? no not me!!

if you know me you know i am the least likely person to be clingy with my husband. most of my time i'm trying to figure out a way to get him out of the house. well the last few months i've become this clinger!! aaaahhh... so frustrating!! i hate when he leaves for work, hate going to bed alone, and at the moment i'm resenting the fact that he is ice fishing and i'm home alone!! i've never had these feeling before. yes my hormones are raging but last night while trying to sleep i began to think about why i really want him close by. it all comes down to the feeling of that this little one is going to change our lives and there won't be just us but three. i'm scared to loose what we have. scared that life will be to hard to handle and we will lose us in the middle of it! yah so you be intentional but everything changes so much in a matter of three months. my friend ashley told me i've become a hermit since i've been pregnant and the more i think about that its more the fact that i just want to be home with my husband! so now that i've identified what it all really stems from i'm working to not fear this change but rejoice. so i'm going to try to give it all to my heavenly father and cling to him knowing he is all i need to get through this next stage in our lives!