Wednesday, January 20, 2010
what they never tell you or what you don't think could really happen does...
not sleeping on your belly, tying your shoes or putting on socks becomes an ordeal every morning, hard to shave your legs, the joy of feeling your little one kick (he's kicking like crazy right now burger!!), thinking you are so so so scared to have this child but yet at the same time wanting to meet him or her so badly, crying because you can't fit into your winter jacket anymore, feeling so insecure about who you are and how you look, the frustration you feel cause every time you try to have your husband feel the baby kick he can't cause the baby stopped, how long it takes to recover from a bad cold, how excited you get when you get to go to the doctor, having people just look at your belly and not ask the question are you pregnant? (i just want to tell them... do you really think my belly should be this big.) the longing of a really nice hot bath fully submerged that is, your boobs getting bigger and bigger ug, the lack of decorating or bedding accessories for he/she babies, the joy of holding up the cutest little outfit ever against your belly, the wonderment of... will the baby look like mike or i, the scary details that can always come with the pregnancy, watching your little one suck his thumb in your belly, the idea that God knew exactly what he was doing when he created this little one, the worries that you have already about your child making the right choices, worries about being a good parent, how you can not help smiling to yourself throughout the whole process, and so many many more etc.
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love this!
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