due date..

what a long story... well to make a long story short. i feel like we have no clue when this baby is really coming. my due date is april 22 but this baby is way to big for that date. he/she is weighing 4 pds according to the last ultrasound a week ago. (which is more the size he/she should be in a month from now but the baby looks great and everything else is fine) two things it could be. one my days are off or secondly this is just a big baby. being that the man i married is so big it could be realistically just a big baby but the doctor just wants me to be prepared if this little one does show up early. so now the due date is anywhere from april 2 to april 22. ug... i'm such a planner and this is a big streching moment for God and i. i want things planned and God is really showing me i can't. i'm scared, worried, and frustrated. my husband has been great telling me all is well and it all doesn't matter in the long run as long as the baby is healthy. (his real joy out of this all is that he might get to hold the baby earlier than we both thought) on another note please pray that i make is past march 30th. this is the date that i've been at the bank a year. if i don't get past this date things get really complicated with my maternity leave. its all in his hands but always easier said then done!!