struggles...

so john really really hates being on his tummy and well i haven't been that great at making him be on his tummy cause he hates it. well i now have been trying to take some time everyday to make sure he does! thursday night i just cried and cried watching him struggle to lift himself up!! don't get me wrong he is doing good but i just hate to see this struggle. i want to do it for him! it made me realize that this is life and from here on out i have to watch. even though he struggling he has to do this on his own!! i'm there cheering him on but that is all i can do!! when playing this whole scenario out in my mind i'm reminded that is how Christ is with us!! he watches us knowing we might fall and struggle but we know that no matter what he is there encouraging us no matter what! he never leaves! wow!