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john is asleep and i'm exhausted. mike is gone til sunday night. he's hunting out west with my dad, his dad, and brother. hopefully he will come back with lots of birds and no more complaints about no birds being in wisconsin. i so miss him when he's gone. john somehow knows dads not here. he just fusses more. he not bad but dad is often the one to calm him down!! i'm thinking we spend the night at grandma's house tomorrow night. i know i shouldn't be scared but with both mike and cutter gone i get just a bit scared!! aaahhh suck it up is what i keep telling myself so we'll see how long i stay at grandmas. two pluses grandma's help and my little nephew down the road saying come play with me auntie!!! well i know its quick but just thought i would write a few words.