these are new pj's from auntie amber
time well spend with grandma and great grandma.
this little man is my world!! i can't imagine it with out him. yes he's cranky at times and so is his mother but most days we laugh and play together. right now he is crazy about cars. anything that he can push that has wheels is the best thing ever. he is so close to walking its crazy. he's got this little fear of letting go but once he gets over it we all will be going nuts!!nothing really much happened but we relaxed which i needed ever so bad. john is at an age of little rest. the boy goes and goes never stopping but i guess this is kids in general. he also is not napping great well i should say for me at least. tougher to put down these days you could say! (i think he thinks he is missing out on something grand) this past week we spent time with my grandparents from indiana and aunt and cousin from ohio. it was great to see them! they all met john around 2 months old but it was nice to have them here to see how big he is getting.
well personal frustrations as of late... lack of time to do anything outside of work. i struggle so much with work. i love what i do but feel pulled in so many directions. i want to be a great mom and always be there for my child, be a great wife and always have the house clean, laundry done, meals made, and be a great friend. i feel like i can't do any of them! none of them is ever done completely great. everyone just gets the subpar of me! not really what i want them to get. what a struggle but i know i have a bigger Father in heaven that knows my aches and my heart. so once again as a monday draws near i throw it all on His shoulders to carry it again for me this week! so thankful i have a loving Father who cares so much for me. hope you all have a great week and remember to throw it all on His shoulders also!!
ps have i told you how great my husband is as of late. probably note but i can say he is the best man ever. he is world and my dream. i love how he is a great father and husband. i'm so proud to be his wife. i never thought i would be so happy when i said "i do" so long ago!!
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We all struggle and I find myself feeling the same way almost every day, but.....I do know I need to set little goals and maybe I can do better in that. You are a great mommy, friend, and wife. Love you!
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