christmas is officially done for us moenkedicks. last night was great!! we had a wonderful time with family. we tried to keep in pretty lighthearted since lately we are so serious but cancer is serious. oh and i love the food over christmas. sorry needed to definitely not that!!
this christmas john got lots of new toys and clothes. spoiled rotten little boy!! for an eight month old he has more toys than the man on the moon!! so grateful that we have grandparents to spoil them rotten.
ok on a more serious note i'm thinking i'm going to tell amber and ash to never let their kids crawl. ug i'm exhausted. mike the last two days has called my at 11 checking in on me. he knows i'm a little frustrated. john has been rather whiny and clingy. so if i'm not hearing him yell i'm wondering what he got himself into!! ug!! i love being a mother but this adjustment seems to be huge for me! i know alot of it is just being exhausted emotionally. i cry as i type. i worry about dad and mom and then i just keeping thinking my little baby is not longer a baby. everything just seems a little overwhelming!! i know i know get a grip dawn. (must be getting my monthly soon) mom gave both us girls a book last night. this morning i was reading and this just really sunk in and spoke to me with where i'm at.
"There will be days which are great and everything goes as planned. There will be other days when we aren't sure why we got out of bed. Regardless of which kind of day it is, we can be assured that God takes care of our daily needs. Emilie Barnes"
i'm learning i need to throw out my plan book and just go with Gods!! aaahhh what a struggle!!
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