Sunday, December 12, 2010

seeking and leaning...

soften my heart Lord. let me feel what you feel. teach me how to see what you see and love like you love. this has been my prayer this last week. don't know why but i feel hardened. the last few months i feel like more and more i keep just shoving my feeling aside and by doing so i get hardened. i think that if i'm tough it will all be ok. i harden up to appear as everything is just great. funny how many of us do this. do the show... you know the one that says i'm ok and everything around me is great!! its the arguing in the car with your husband before church and then plastering on that smile as you walk in the door! (oh you know we all have done it!! :o) so once again i'm seeking to be softened. this christmas more than anything i want a soft heart. one that seeks and leans on our Lord. letting Christ take it all.

i know this is more serious of a blog for me but its my heart right now and i thought i would share!! love you all!! mom i can see your reading into this blog more than what it is and yes mike and i are fine and i'm fine!! its just me realizing that i need some more time with my Lord and Savior! love ya all!

2 comments:

Ashley said...

amen sister! a great prayer for any of us!

The Albrecht's said...

I know what you mean sis! I've been there myself recently. We can help each other with this! Love you!